Nobody seems to be running any slower yet, especially not me. Again this morning I ran my fastest run to date, seven miles averaging 9:31 per mile. This weekend I am going to run around Lake Jenkinson, 9 miles at 4000′ elevation, then I am going into forced slow-down for the next two weeks until the Tahoe Relay.
The media picked up on the fact that the officer involved in the shooting worked for me and they have been hammering me with interviews and interviews about him.
In one interview, they asked me if I could generally describe him. The only thing that came to mind was that he is like all my friends, “cocky, but really good”. I didn’t say it… I simply said that I couldn’t think of anything right then!
It has always confounded me how society seems to hate cops because they feel we are cocky. Same thing with Marines, people disliked us because they felt we were cocky. But I wonder, exactly who would they want protecting them? Someone with low self esteem?! When I was at a Marine Corps school in the summer of 1989, I noticed something within the platoon of about 60 guys. The ones who I regarded as being pretty much the strongest, best members of the platoon were the ones who would most likely be labeled as “cocky”. The ones who you would not want to share a fighting hole with seemed to have the lowest level of self confidence.
I decided to test my theory. I started with a guy named Muskopf. He was built like a howitzer and we all called him Musk-Ox. I asked him who he thought was the “baddest” guy in the whole platoon. Without taking so much as a breath he raised a fist with a thumb pointed at his chest and said, “I am.” I found another guy named Thomas who I thought was a very strong member of the platoon and asked him the same question. Same answer. Then I found this skinny little guy who I did not regard as being quite as good of a Marine as Thomas or Muskopf, and I asked him the same thing. He looked around quizzically, shrugged, and said, “I dunno?” So this proved my theory:
If you ain’t cocky, you ain’t shit. And if you ain’t shit, you ain’t cocky.
Ask any Marine. Or even any cop.
Chris